The New Me ;)

Alhamdulillah, its already 2 days since I change my appearance..
From free hair to wearing Hijab :)
Tanam hasrat nk bertudung da lame sgt...
Since skola menengah lg..
But due to certain circumstances, hajat tu asik tertangguh2 sampai la hr Isnin bersamaan 8 August 2011, akhirnya bertudung jugak ;)
Makan tahun jugakla nk sampai ke hari tu....

Tetbe nye terbuka hati ni masa 2nd day of exam haritu...
Tah kenapa, tibe2 je rase nk capai shawl n try lilit kt kepala...
after several minutes, tetibe datang 1 suara says, "Intan, this is the time where u should start to wearing ur Tudung"
It must be my voice within & yes, I'm following it...
Then dgn izin Allah, tertutupla mane yg patut :)

Lots of my fwen doesn't believe in my changes...
Even my parents also think that I just want to playing fool...
Yeah I know that I'm that kind of person who love to make fun & jokes & do a thing halfway..
But not for this big thing...
I never think of to play fool or make a joke...
N many of them think that I'm changing because of my new man...
No no no no..
There's nothing to do with him at all..
This Hijab's idea totally come from my self....

Recalling my 1st experienced coming to the class wearing Hijab....
All of my fwens r totally laughing like hell...
That situation really ache my heart actually but I just take it as a challenge...
Yela, x penah2 seumur hidup nk g claz pkai tudung, tetbe all of the sudden pakai plak kan..
Mmg pelik la..
My besty, Afifi mmg btul2 nk makan kaki..
Ade ke dikatanya I ni HIPOKRIT????
Sabor je la...
Byk kali dye tny ni btl2 pakai or just sbb puasa...
I said I mmg btl2 pakai...
Then he ask again, izzit because of someone else or its just me who really want to wear it?
& of coz la I said this is totally my idea, my intention...
But then he doesn't want to believe it bcz he know that I have a new man by my side so he think that my man who influenced me to wear a Hijab..
Mmg stok nk kene ketuk kepala kan dye tu? :)
2,3 kali yakinkan dye, at last dye terima yg I mmg betul nk bertudung...
& thx for the advice dear :)

My mom was the first person who rejected my idea of wearing tudung....
Yela, hny mak je yg kenal anak2nye kan..
She think that I will not "survive" in this changes...
Well, ok....
I'll prove to her that her expectation will be totally wrong :)

Thx for my love, even though dye pon same 2x5 je gelak cm setan pas tgk I pakai tudung...
Heee ni pon lg sorang stok nk kene sekeh laju2 ;p
Jangan marah Yayunk, gurau2 je ;D
Thx for believe in me n supporting me from the beginning...
Thx for ur comments after being the 1st who saw me wearing tudung...
I love u like no others, sayang :)

Ya Allah, Kau permudahkan la perjalanan hidup ku yg baru ni..
Segala dugaan yg Kau bg akan ku hadapi dgn rela hati..
Time kasih Ya Allh cz akhirnya terbuka juga pintu hati ni tuk melaksanakan salah 1 tanggungjawab terhadapMu...


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