Raya Doom....


My raya celebration doesn't seems good enough...
A very bored raya week..
I've been stranded at my hometown for 5 days..
No internet, no hp line..
No interaction with other ppl....
There's only me, my mom, my dad, my grandma, my cats & my sugar gliders...
Owhh!! My rabbit....
That's all..
No relatives...
Poor me..
I'm so jealous when my bf told me that he went to the cinema with all of his relatives and watch movies together..
I never get chances like that...
He got a strong bonding with all of his family but not mine...
Hmmm...
For 5 days I just spend my day in front of my laptop finishing my micro teaching project n playing game....
While my lil' sis busy with her PS2....
Only 3 family came to our house visit us...
I ask my parents to take us to go beraya..
But they refused...
I dunnoe y...
But they took us to go to Bukit Tinggi, jalan2...
Jalan2? Haishhhh...

Ok2, I did enjoy that session but deep inside my heart, I feel so wasted...
Raya is when we will go to all our friends and relatives house, visit them...
I remember my last year & last 2 years raya, we went to jalan2 too...
For the whole holiday, we went to other places, jalan2, makan2, shopping....
Did u guys see what I'm trying to tell?
Hmmm....
Yes I know, u guys must be wondering kenapa x I sndri pegi jalan2 umah org kan?
Most of my childhood friends already move out from my hometown...
Kalau ade yg tgl pon sume berambus balik kampung masing2...
Acaner nk cakap?
Relatives?
Really hard to say..
Hmmm....

I really miss my childhood raya memories....
I don't miss the time when I get duit raya..
But I miss the time when all my cousins, auntie uncle, went back together, setting up the lantern, bising2 1 rumah masak2, susun kuih raya, main bunga api, nyanyi lagu raya and many more...
I really enjoy when all my cousins are there together celebrating raya with me..
I hope 1 day all will be back to what we used to be...
Amin.....








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