Alone


Being single doesn't mean that we r loner..
Sometimes being single best sebenarnya...
Nobody will nagging or arguing on whatever u do..
Yeah I'm single..
& I really enjoy it..
But sometimes I missed all the feeling of being needed, love, care, & etc by someone that I love....
Mmg single ni nmpk cool...
G jalan2, makan, shopping sorang2 je...
Tp jauh dilubuk hati ni mmg kosong....
Afternoon td merayau sorang2 kt Sunway Pyramid...
Perut lapar g la The Chicken Rice Shop mkn kt sane...
Mmg ramai yg duk pandang2 I duduk sane sorg2 & I terasa jgk sebenarnya..
Ape, pelik sgt ke tgk girl duduk mkn sorg2?
Rase kesian?
Come join my table, eat together with me..
U know what? I'm proud with myself actually cz I can stand on my own two feet..
I can drive by myself anywhere I want to go..
I can carry my stuff by my own two hands...
& many more...
X bergantung pada lelaki...
I can do so many things w/o their help...
But then, in terms of kasih sayang, I still need a man by my side..
But what can I do?
Most of the men that I've dated sumenye ade niat disebaliknya..
X perlula diterangkan di sini..
Cukupla sekadar paham sendiri ape mksud I tu...

Tp sesungguhnya Allah tu maha menynyangi...
Dlm ramai2 lelaki yg I knl, at last I jumpa jgk dgn yg baik...
My greatest B'day present...
Allah temukan aku dgn lelaki yg mengamalkan cara hidup yg bersih..
Lelaki yg aku impikan selama ni...
Alhamdulillah..
Apakah petandanye?
Hanya Allah yg maha mengetahui..

MTV World Stage


30 Second To Mars was the only reason y I went to the Mtv World Stage...
Klau x, mmg x jejak kaki langsung la...
Baik balik Senawang, guling2 dgn c Kenit...Huhu...
At 1st, I supposed to get the ticket from Fitri but on the last minute, he sold the ticket to Farid...
Ok myb this is the sign that I shouldn't go to the concert but then he told me that Hafizan got 1 ticket left...
I'm lucky I guess :)
So i bought the ticket from Hafizan n went to the I-City at 5.30 pm...
I was all alone from house cz Fitri n Liz were already there waiting for me...
Then tunggu plak Farid & Fahmi sampai....
Ok my attire for that day was just a singlet, jeans, sneakers....
Didn't bring any bag since i want to go all out...
Kang bwk beg, beg ke mana I plak ke mana..
Hehehe....
Sumbat la pe yg patut dlm poket....
There was only 4 performances starting with Pop Shovit following by Beast then Neon Trees & last but not least the 30 Second To Mars ;)
Beast gile kuasa eyh, banyak gile lagu dye nyanyi...
X paham betul dgn org yg minat K-Pop ni..
Hmm x pe la, everybody got their own interest kan?
X elok kutuk...Hehehehe....

Hmmm ade cerita menarik mse Beast pny turn...
There was a guy who tap my shoulder asking bout Beast...
Starting from that, conversation tu keep on going sampai la 1 tahap that particular guy became my guardian sepanjang i jd "GILA" masa Neon Trees n 30 Second To Mars...
His name is ZulFadly (Bean) ;)
1 thing yg agak mengejutkan, dye bole tahan & layan perangai gile i...
X bole blah..
Rasenye klu guy lain da kne tolak tepi plus kene maki segala lah..hahaha...
U guys can't imagine how crazy I was...
Only he knew sbb dye yg jaga kn...Hehehe...
Thx dear, I really appreciated what U've done by taking care of me :)

Ok
At last Jared keluar jgk..
I told u, Jared mmg sgt2 handsome & charming..!!!
Goshhh serius excited sgt2 time dye perform...
Sampai kan Bean kne tegur la dgn org keliling tny I mabuk ke cz they thought that I ni gf Bean...
Sian dye, x pasal2 org lain pon pandang serong kt dye bcz of me...
I'm so sorry ;(
But he told me that he doesn't care at all (kalau tipu, siap dye..! huhu)

Back to Jared...
K ni yg paling x tahan...
Dye bole jemput org naik pentas?
& that girl dpt peluk dye..!!!
Seriously, my tears automatically keluar cz sgt2 jelous, x puas hati, sedih cz bkn I yg kt ats tu ;(
I x kesah ape dh org nk pk nk ckap I gile or what but I really can't control my emotion since i came to that concert just bcz of Jared..!!!
Hmmm dh xde rezeki kn, x pe la...
Bean jgk la yg melayan suh i stop crying then just enjoy the last show to the limit...
Again, thx Bean ;)

So the show end, Jared pegi blkg pentas, me n him kua terus g beli air then duduk skjp dpn skrin...
Saje je duduk situ cz penat kan then agaknye mmg Tuhan saja nk duga perasaan kan, Jared KELUAR BALIK KE PENTAS & AJAK SAPE JE YG NK NAIK PENTAS.....!!!!!!!!
I was like, WHAT THE?????
Urghhhh...!!!!
X de org lain dh, Bean lagi skli jd HERO tenangkan I...
Muka da masam mencuka dh sbb bengang kan...
Haishhh....
X pela, x pat jmp dpn2 pon dpt amek gambar ber"background"kan Jared pon jadila...Hukk hukk...

Heee klaka betulla...
Yg kelaka nye cz mlm b4 tdo I recall balik from the beginning how crazy I was, then I met this guy who out of no where bole plk jaga I, lyn gile I....
Then trus blush sorang2...
Huhu...

Ape2 pon, I really2 enjoy the day...
Berpeluang see Jared on Live & got a new friend :)
I'm so Bless...
Tq Allah :)

3.30 pm till 3.30 am ( The Best 12 Hours I Ever Had )

What did i do?
Hang out with bunch of "body guards"....
Hehehe....
Noah, Kimi, Asri, Kamarul, Ustad, Mokhtar,....
Ni je la kot...Huhu
1st we went to Laila's Lounge cz band Noah perform there...
& there r some other ppl who also perform like Syafik Rabbani, Heart-a-Tack, Zarul and The Protes, Asha & many more...
Seriously, Asha really melts my heart...
Damn he is soooo gud in playing guitar n singing..
His song were superb ;D
Log Out (Noah's Band) was awesome too :)
Seronok la kt sane..
We are the only crowd yg menyemarakkan keadaan..
& yes, I'm the only girl who keep screaming and requesting songs & bla bla bla..Hehehehe

Then we move on to Canai located at Subang, SS berapa tah...
But b4 that me & Noah sent Asri n Ustad balik dulu cz they got things to do...
So Kimi & Kamarul tunggu kt Canai la but it turns to be Me & Noah yg smpai dl & sempat plak hbs mkn sbb Kimi n Kamarul stuck dlm jammed...
Poor them...
After they arrived & finish eating sume, kiteorang gerak plak ke Rock of Youth kt Subang jgk (x ingt exact place dye)
Since Asri n Ustad went back to their home, ther was only Me, Noah, Kimi, Kamarul & Mokhtar

Ok Rock of The Youth ey..
Hmmm....
Again, we became the only crowd yg bikin kecoh kt sane, kiteorg la yg plg bising & paling supportive ;D
Punye la supportive smp kn i x sedar i the ONLY GIRL yg panjat stage g bantai moshing mase Group ape tah perfom ( x tau exact spelling for their group name )
Patutla ade guys yg pandang i pelik...
i ngt kn ade la othr girls yg moshing same ats pentas, rupenye i sorg je....
Grrrr -_-"
But still, i dun give a damn care...
Lantak la org nk kate i ape, i just enjoy my day :)

Then TILU buat closing, & yes, again we become the only crowd yg supportive...
Kimi smp nk pengsan la time Myra kenyit mate kt dye...Hehehehe...

So kembali la kami ke Shah alam, lepak kt Pak Li Kopitiam...
Masing2 bercerita, gelak ketawa mcm kne sampuk Setan je...Huhuhu
Kimi siap bole berlakon la plk kejap kt situ...
Hadehh -_-"
Da lame sgt lepak then since every1 not really tired yet, we all decided to go back to Subang, g main Pool....
I jd pemerhati je :)
After finish beberapa round, sume pon pulang la ke "Sarang" masing2 :)

So lemme tell u for that 12 hours, our perjalanan was from
SHAH ALAM > KELANA JAYA > MERU > SUBANG > SHAH ALAM > SUBANG > SHAH ALAM

Can u guys see that?
Punye la gile ulang alik tmpt yg same byk kali...Hehehehe..

All I wanna say is, THIS IS THE BEST DAY I EVER HAD....
Thx guys for cheering me up after wht happened to me last nite....
I really2 appreciated it....
To Noah, thx for inviting me to chill out with ur group, To Kimi thx for bringing back my crazy character, To Mokhtar, thx for ur jacket, To Kamarul thx for ur Blackberry :)
& thx to all of u for being my body guards this whole day ;D

Yeah, i talked a lot for that particular 12 hours, & i know its kind of irritating, but thx again guys for not showing that u guys were irritate with me...
Love u guys a lot....!!!!

Nak tambah ckit....

( Bkn gambar sebenar cz tiket ade 1 je sbnrnye, mls nk snap )

Tadaaaaa....!!!! MTV World Stage..!!!!
Nk tgk Jared Leto je sbnrnye sok...Hehehehe...
Can't wait for his awesome performance ;D
Thx Hafizan for selling me the ticket ;)

- THE END -

FUCK u BITCH...!!!

I'm ur BITCH & ur FUCKER....
Kalau kau rase kau menyesal kwn balik ngn aku, remove je aku, buang je nombor aku, lenyapkan semuanya tp x perlu nk sumpah aku dgn perkataan mcm tu...

Mulia sgt ke kau tu smp suka hati kau je nk ckp aku mcm tu?
Aku ni sape?


Ni ke perangai org yg mengaku sayang sangat kt aku tu?
Nampak benor nipunye....
Aku x pernah rasa rimas ke ape pon, lg aku suka ade la cz silaturrahim da bertaub kembali.....
Aku suka cz dapat tunaikan permintaan Mama n Nenek tuk baik balik ngn kau....
Tp ni yg aku dapat...
X pe ni baru sekelumit je dugaan dari-Mu Ya Allah...
Aku redha...

Btw, thx for that "LOVELY" words k encik yg budiman lg mulia....
Akan ku kenang sampai ke mati.....

15 July 2011


I just turn to 21 last Friday...
yeah 21...
For real??
Damn da besar da aku rupenye :)
Nothing special again on diz year bday...
No suprise party or whatsoever...
But yeah i got 3 presents from my beloved fwens...
Thx Afiq, Izzy & Sya for ur lovely present...Really appreciated it :)
Thx 4 all the wishes from my family, my Ex, n all Suggie members :)
Hmm actually i got a superb bday la...
Got lots of wishes...
Hehehe...
Yeah it doesnt matter if I got no big present or superb party...
I just want who knows me to remember, dats all :)
Thx Mama n Abah for all ur patience towards me, Jasa kalian x kan ku lupakan :)

* ok byk sgt wt smiley ;p

Mummy yg rajin...Rajin ke?? ;p



Tadaaa...!!! My new bonding pouch for my babies, Loki n Jane :) I made this by my own bare hand.....Such a tiring work.....The reason y I'm sew those bonding pouch without using machine is,I DUNNOE HOW TO USE THE SEWING MACHINE....!!!! What a shame aite? :( Ok for the material, I use a POLAR FLEECE BLANKET.....This fleece thingy is very hard to find.....I travel at least 3 different shops in a different location just to find this thing.....At last, THE STORE save me.....Hehehehe.....I fount it at the bedding department in THE STORE.....Phewww.....On the left side is for my own use while on the right side is for my BESAN.....Huhuhu.....Its for Jane's dad, Mr Dauz Zeze.....Sangat2 puas hti dpt siapkan bnd ni :) Next thing to do is set up Jane's cage with Tunnel, Hammock n Tent :)