Not a Wordless Wednesday :)

See, I still can SMILE even though my heart is BROKEN :)

Ear Candy?? :)

I changed my song playlist...
Now I added new songs..
As u can see on my playlist, there are 3 songs...

The 1st song that I chose is from Adele entitle Hiding my heart away..
This song gave similar situation that happened to me when I was met him..
We met accidentally..
The lyric told every detail on our 3 month relationship..
I love the part "I dropped you off at the train station"
Because that was our last moment..
Our last meeting...
Just read the lyric & U will understand how I feel for the past 3 months...
Feel free to hear the song...

So this is how the story went
I met someone by accident
who blew me away
who blew me away

It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, you buried them away

And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
you'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away

I dropped you off at the train station
And put a kiss on top of your head
I watched you wave
I watched you wave
Then I went on home to my skyscrapers
Neon lights and waiting papers
That I call home
I call that home

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away

I woke up feeling heavy hearted
I'm going back to where I started
The morning rain
The morning rain
And though I wish that you were here
On that same old road that brought me here
Is calling me home
Is calling me home

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear someday
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart 

2nd song is also from Adele entitle Fool that I am...
I chose this song because it suits my situation with my ex...
It really does...
Hearing this song makes me feel that I'm totally dumb to believe him for 3 months...
The lyrics express it well...
Feel free to click the video...

Fool that I am for falling in love with you 
And fool that I am for thinking you loved me too 

You took my heart then played the part of little coquette 
And my dreams just disappeared like the smoke from a cigarette 

Fool that I am for hoping you'd understand 
And thinking you would listen to all of the thins 
The things I had planned 

But we couldn't see eye to eye 
So darling 
Darling this is goodbye 

I still care 
I still care 
Fool that I am

& for the last song is I will survive to tell that no matter what happened, I still be alive ;)

Sugar Glider exhibition at MYDIN MITC Melaka

Last Saturday n Sunday, me & Alex went to the Mydin MITC Melaka.....
There was an exhibition of Sugar Glider host by one of the famous breeder at Penang, Fazlee Suggie Shop...
Both day was very awesome!!
Yg paling best, ramai yg tegur, & they seems to very know me...
& of coz they do...
I je yg x kenal dorg..
It's not x kenal actually, just x cam aje..
Mmg most of the ppl I met that day, always IM-ing with me but then most of them did not put their real pic on their Fb...
Then how come nk recognize aite?

X byk pon keje yg kami buat..
Sekadar beramah mesra dgn sume org & educate new ppl that interested on Sugar Glider...
I was so blessed bila dpt jumpa all the Otai like Kak Allena, Fazlee & Andy..
Thanks Andy for bathing, nail-clipping & checking my suggies :)

Event ni berjalan dgn lancarnye...
Walaupon x ramai team-mates yg dtg tp sokongan dr pengunjung sgt meriah :)
& as usual, we met certain owner yg bela sg dorg dgn cara yg slh...
Mls dh nk ulas psl al yg ni...
Ape pon, c what's on my hand?
Platinum Mosaic ;D

Platinum Mosaic
Own by Kak Allena 


This entry might offend certain ppl feeling but I don't care cz they offended mine as well...
I used to have best friends before..
3 BFF...
Don't want to mention their name..
If they read this post, they'll know who they are...

The reason y I want to write this entry is to express how devastated I am with them..
They forgot their vows, they forgot their promise to NOT left me behind, to BE my bff till the end of time, to BE my "twin", to BE with me no matter what happened...
They totally forgot all of that...

I know, my behaviour r not so good..
Usually I'm the one who always being dominant for some reason...
But they have their own dirty laundry too..
Selama ni, dr pemerhatian peribadi..
Mostly they'll really searching for me when they need me for their on good..
Nk g jalan2 ke, nk g sane sini, nk buat tu ini..
Br la betul2 cari..
Bile da sesak baru terhegeh2 nk datang...
Tu yg kau katakan aku ni BFF kau?
bile kau da tersepit br nk datang cari?

Ye, aku mmg bodoh sbb layan org macam kau..
Tp disebabkan aku mmg betul jujur syg kau, aku layankan jugak...
Tp bila kau senang, ade kau ingat kwn kau yg sorg ni?
Kau enjoy dgn org lain..
Time menangis br nk cari aku...

Aku mmg x kisah..
Tp dlm x kisah aku, aku sgt terasa hati..
Segala pertolongan aku korang padam mcm tu je..
Segala sumpah janji korg, korg buang mcm tu je..
Macam ni ke kawan?

Yesterday one of my ex-bff add me on fb..
She said she afraid that I might forgetting her..
I never forget ppl..
Especially the 1 that I love the most..
The 1 that I put my vow on them..
Never ever...
But yes, I do left her behind..
Because she broke her promise 1st..
She said that she never accept ppl than cannot accept me..
But then she forgot myb..
The man beside her doesn't like me..
Where the hell is ur promise girl?
Ok la, I won't bug because u love him right?
He matters a lot to u..
It's ok..
I'll save my tears for that...

Now she's back..
But she didn't  put the title twin or bff anymore on me instead of her new friend kt tempat keje..
Its ok, I won't bug on that too cz u have ur own right to do that..
Sape la aku lg dh skg ni..

The other 1..
She's the coolest friend ever...
Always make me laugh, always remind me to not shop things that is not necessary, selalu buat photo shoot with me cz kami cam-whore :)
But then dirty laundry dye sgt2 nampak bila I said to her that I won't be able to send her back after school..
Immediately menjauhkan diri just like that..
At 1st I think she might be terasa..
But for the second time, same thing happened..
Ok so I can see what she wanted from me actually...
Always search for me when she got some problem, also forgetting me bila dye tgh senang, happy, n bersuka ria..

The last one..
She's the longest bff I ever had..
Since form 1 until form 6 we r together, never arguing, never fight on anything..
But then Allah nk uji kita..
Dgn senangnye kau percaya kata2 nista dr org yg cemburu dgn keakraban kita..
Mmg aku kecewa..
Kau herdik aku dlm kelas..
Aku terpinga2..
X pela, bnd tu pon da settle..
Tp aku nk kau tau yg aku mmg betul2 kecik hati dgn ape yg da jd..

Byk lg yg aku nk coretkan tp cukupla smp sini..
Bg yg terasa dirinya disebutkan, maafkan lah aku....
Aku just luahkan ape yg aku rasa selama ni..
Mmg aku kecewa sgt dgn tindakan korg selama ni...
X pela..
Aku tetap ingat korg..
Tp aku x kn cari korg sbb aku tau kt mane kedudukan aku pada mata n hati kau kau dan jugak kau...

Time kasih cz pernah menggembirakan hidup aku...

**Frankly "writing", I cried while typing this entry....


Bye2 October, & hello November :)
Yeah I know I wrote this entry a day late to welcoming the arrival of November..
Ehh suke hati den la kan, blog den..
Bilo2 den nk tulih, den punyo suko la..
Haha kn da kua bahaso nogoghi ;p

Hmm am I excited?
Not so excited...
Because my Sem break will be end soon...
Ahhh malas ouhh nk masuk balik belajar..
Al-maklumlah da cuti bapak giler lame..

Bout October, nothing much happened...
Cm biase la..
Time cuti, makan tidor berjalan main game online..
Tu je la rotate hari2...

Actually I already planned what I want to do on my Sem break...
Tp x de satu pon yg berjaya dilaksanakan..
It's ok..
I still got 20 days more to go..
Hopefully I can make it..

To November, Please be nice to me..
Tq :)